watched 僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ tonight. cried for a good 5 minutes. kinda pathetic. im such a sap for these kinda romantic movies. even though i already know that something depressing will happen (cause they always do), im never fully ready & end up bawling like a baby anyway. i dont mind though. i think i like crying. i relate, lykki li.
another night of staying up late, but this time, for no reason. i dont really know what to do with myself. all i want to do is sit in the dark & sing inaudibly to my ipod. i always prefer the sad songs to the happy ones--even if i were happy. i wonder why that is.
blogs are hard to write. its extremely vexing trying to be explicit yet ambiguous at the same time. if only i had the courage to type what i really want to say.
super spastic post.
i need to sleep but i cant bring myself to close my eyes.
