let it fall

watched 僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ tonight. cried for a good 5 minutes. kinda pathetic. im such a sap for these kinda romantic movies. even though i already know that something depressing will happen (cause they always do), im never fully ready & end up bawling like a baby anyway. i dont mind though. i think i like crying. i relate, lykki li.

another night of staying up late, but this time, for no reason. i dont really know what to do with myself. all i want to do is sit in the dark & sing inaudibly to my ipod. i always prefer the sad songs to the happy ones--even if i were happy. i wonder why that is.

blogs are hard to write. its extremely vexing trying to be explicit yet ambiguous at the same time. if only i had the courage to type what i really want to say.

super spastic post.
i need to sleep but i cant bring myself to close my eyes.

things i dislike atm

automatic flush toilets
bugs that fly into your face
one worded texts
my allergies

hot mess

the house looks like its been hit by a very angry storm of dust bunnies because of the recent renovations. the bar is getting torn down really soon too. byebye bar. i never got wasted at this bar once! maybe i should do it now, kinda like a last hurrah..?


last call for alcohol. how fitting.

la artwalk: july ed.

my 3rd artwalk in the past year. decided to go with tammy & tommy because theyve never been (& tommy is leaving for hong kong on a 43 day vacation!) honestly, not that impressive. borderline boring, even. left prematurely & drowned ourselves in tea & inappropriate conversations. (:

tommy's birthday

buca di beppo: july 7, 2010
ate too much bread.
pictures are so red! whatever.

playing catch up

omelettes at the broken yolk in san diego with tammy & jason! (some time in mid june..?)

day trip in sd: brunch + nude beach + sushi + running away from the patrol car & trying not to get arrested = one of the best days/nights ive had in a while. (: thanks guys!


newest addition to my ever expanding wardrobe. welcome!

hiatus

sleep. wakeup. eat. study. repeat.

until further notice..