tommy liked my last post, so i will dedicate this post to him!
its my birthday week. birthdays make me feel sad & happy at the same time. sad because you realize that youre getting older (which means getting closer to your deathbed), but happy because you also realize how much your friends love you.
i love my friends. i know sometimes i get sick of them, take them for granted, etc etc, but all i need is one good day to jump start & jolt my good feelings back up again. im always super surprised that ANYBODY would show up for my birthday dinner, call me/text me to wish me a happy birthday, or even bother to get me a present. i always wonder if i was a good enough friend back.
today i met up with 2 of my childhood friends (sara was mia..again!) for a reunion/birthday dinner. we spent so much time reminiscing & being nostalgic that we sat at the restaurant until they closed & started to turn the lights off on us. 10+ years of friendship is hard to recap in a few hours. no matter how long we distance ourselves for, once we get together, everything is exactly the same. ♥
another birthday dinner tmr night. more love. cant wait.
8.18.2010
8.14.2010
let it fall
watched 僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ tonight. cried for a good 5 minutes. kinda pathetic. im such a sap for these kinda romantic movies. even though i already know that something depressing will happen (cause they always do), im never fully ready & end up bawling like a baby anyway. i dont mind though. i think i like crying. i relate, lykki li.
another night of staying up late, but this time, for no reason. i dont really know what to do with myself. all i want to do is sit in the dark & sing inaudibly to my ipod. i always prefer the sad songs to the happy ones--even if i were happy. i wonder why that is.
blogs are hard to write. its extremely vexing trying to be explicit yet ambiguous at the same time. if only i had the courage to type what i really want to say.
super spastic post.
i need to sleep but i cant bring myself to close my eyes.
another night of staying up late, but this time, for no reason. i dont really know what to do with myself. all i want to do is sit in the dark & sing inaudibly to my ipod. i always prefer the sad songs to the happy ones--even if i were happy. i wonder why that is.
blogs are hard to write. its extremely vexing trying to be explicit yet ambiguous at the same time. if only i had the courage to type what i really want to say.
super spastic post.
i need to sleep but i cant bring myself to close my eyes.
8.05.2010
things i dislike atm
automatic flush toilets
bugs that fly into your face
one worded texts
my allergies
bugs that fly into your face
one worded texts
my allergies
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